OR should that be, I got stuck. Suck and stuck. Suck for not writing more I guess. I'm having a lot of trouble sticking with it although I've done really well this week except for the chips I ate yesterday (they don't really seem to bother me). I've had some fruit but I don't think there is nothing wrong with a peach here or a handful of cherries there. I eat them like I did when Somersizing, a way I lost a lot of weight before I got pregnant Ethan. With Somersizing, you eat fruit on an empty stomach and don't eat anything else for at least a half an hour. I tried making a meal plan but it was hard to stick with as most days wouldn't end up going how I planned.
The good news is I'm not gaining, but I'm also not losing. I want to be losing but there are a lot of things I want. Life is both wonderful and terrible right now. I'm going through an extremely stressful thing and I don't know what is going to happen. I hate that I can't talk freely about it. I have found that I have an extremely supportive family, which is so awesome. I've never felt closer to my mother and brother in my adult life as I have lately. The kids are great. They have a friend for a sleepover right now.
The weather has been terrible. That really affects me. Even on nice days it is kind of foggy here since we live right off the harbour. Yesterday was nice for most of the day but I was so tired and depressed I couldn't enjoy it. Plus the kids sleepover friend was sprung on us at the last minute. I also had a late lunch and found out we were invited out for supper but no one told me. So I had this huge big mac salad two hours before having to go to my IL's house for supper. I didn't feel like eating but felt obligated to so I was super stuffed. And the house was messy and stinky from the garbage and the fruit flies are out full force again and there is so much I want to do but I'm just so tired.
Blah!
